This is turning out to be an eventful year.
I am finding myself changing though. Sure, I am horny as hell after not having any for a long time, but other things are intruding on my thoughts.
Strangely, for someone with my intellect, I can't seem to stop thinking about babies. Hah, just a year ago that thought would have scared me silly. I need to focus, this report will not get written if all I do is think about children and making them.
I am really glad we spent the money on fixing up the house, it makes it a much nicer place to work. I have to admit that twin is developing a serious artistic bent, and her talent is really beginning to shine. Concentrate Lilith, you are wandering... Maybe we should have a party, invite some potential husb, er boys, over. Arrggghhh... who the heck is at the door, don't they know I am trying to study? Well maybe, just maybe... They will be looking for a commitment.
Just my luck, it's Uncle John. Well technically, he is not my uncle, he is just my dad's sister's husband so... off the market. He is kind of cute though, I wonder if he might be interested in helping resolve one of my distractions. Seems he needs some pictures of the old steam line that runs through campus for a piece he is writing for the paper and decided to drop in. I'll make us some drinks, and just maybe, I will get lucky, if he does not reject my exploratory flirtations.
My oh my, HE is flirting with me... Hmmm, I wonder if Aunt Jennifer knows what a randy prick her husband is. Well, he does have a prick as well, and I am horny so, what the heck, I'll take him to the bedroom and just see if he follows through, or turns tail and runs, my money is on running.
Remind me never to go into bookmaking, I am lousy at it. I needed that though, but I really wish he had pulled out when he came instead of driving his damn cock as far as he could into me, sheesh. I better make certain twin doesn't find out about this, she will freak. After all, he is not a "blood" relative, and we were just having fun. I kissed him and told him he better leave before we have to explain this to Angela, and then made my way back to my paper, where I find myself still drifting.
Someday I will find myself a husb... hic, what the hell? Oh no, fuck, this can't be happening, I am in school god damn it...
